Monthly Archives: January 2015

I didn’t chicken out

I did start the 250mg of lamotrigine this morning ūüôā Yaaay me! The first words out of my mouth this morning at 5:45 am and after listening to crashing around for half hour before that¬†were…..¬†¬†“WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING? … Continue reading

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All dogs think there is a human escape hatch in the bathroom

THEY DO! One of the homes I pet sit at has 5 dogs… they can not take the bathroom door being shut. If I try to shut it they usually get in a fight after pushing one another around for … Continue reading

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Should I Stay or Should I Go?

I have one more dose of Lamotrigine at 200mg tomorrow and then IF I feel like I have had improvement over the last 2 weeks I can stay at 200mg. If I feel I have not had improvement I can … Continue reading

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Facebook is down OMGAWD

Whatever will we do? lol Twitter is a buzz of wigging out about Facebook AND Instagram being both down at once. ¬†I was kinda freaking out too but it was because I thought some twat reported my profile and I … Continue reading

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A weekend full of squinting

This weekend has been one big fuck around for me. ¬†A 4-night boarding gig was cancelled on Friday ( the DAY-OF arrival). I need to start making people pay WHEN they book with me not after the fact. Piss me … Continue reading

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Forced out of the house by Meds

I have not been out since my last shrink appt / med pick up. That was the 14th so 10 days. The max amount my medical plan will provide meds for at one time is 30 days. The last time … Continue reading

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Giddy UP !

I picked this bad boy up today (Craigs list find). It’s kind of a monstrosity in my dog room but at least it folds up somewhat. ¬†I’ve not been going swimming like I planned to do. ¬†The friend I would … Continue reading

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Tired…tired…freaking tired

Ack! I am fighting sleep by 8pm, slogging it out until about 9:30. I usually watch a movie in bed. I¬†start another to sleep by so something ANYTHING to distract my mind is playing in the background. ¬†As soon as … Continue reading

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Optimisim Online Discoveries

I discovered this morning that this new “issue” charting¬†system I have been using is totally customizable! You can enter your stay well strategies, triggers and symptoms. ¬†Before appts you can save as a pdf & print off whatever period in … Continue reading

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Article: 11 Habits of People With Concealed Depression

11 Habits of People With Concealed Depression Lexi Herrick¬†Posted: 01/08/2015 11:32 am EST There will be two main types of people reading this blog: those finding themselves better equipped to understand some of the people they love and those who … Continue reading

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