Tag Archives: Agoraphobia

Seeing diagnosis in writing

I finally got the call to go pick up the shrinks sections of my disability forms. His wife/partner was quite proud of how detailed he was in filling out the forms ( THANK GAWD). Hopefully in addition to my novel … Continue reading

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So far so good

I don’t seem to be having any totally annoying side effects to the Buspirone 🙂  Definitely not sedated or dizzy. However, I have spilled several things in last few days and fumbled or dropped items. Will see how things progress … Continue reading

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Buspirone Day 1

My anxiety the last 8+ mths has been the worst ever 😦 Shrink gave me Abilify to start way back in Fall because it has been beneficial to me in the past but the problem for me is that even … Continue reading

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I hate winter :(

Far too much crap going on with me I don’t even know where to start.  I have been able to struggle through without meds even though we made a back-up plan for me to start Abilify again any time I … Continue reading

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Physically in a good space. Mentally not so much.

I’m pet sitting 4 of my fav dogs ( ok they do bark excessively and I HATE that part of them! lol) Anxiety wise the bark thing is not great for me but it is lovely here at their place. 5 … Continue reading

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Lamotrigine Crash-Boom round 2

I’m not feeling too well. I actually can not recall the last time I left my place aside from messing around my deck. My deck is around the back and faces a greenbelt so I don’t get too concerned about … Continue reading

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My Minimal tolerance for bullshit

I have a ton of avoidance behaviors. I have to work myself up several days into actually leaving to do anything. I like to stay in my jammies/shorts or something comfy until RIGHT before I leave. That way I am … Continue reading

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SIRENS, SIRENS AND MORE SIRENS :(

I was still in bed when the sirens started this morning. They are one of the main triggers for my PTSD freaking out symptoms. Just now was the 5th round of sirens and it is only 4pm. It is rare … Continue reading

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I don’t care how much they pay me

I am NOT allowing any more “Check up” visits by family or friends of the pets I am boarding. The gal that came earlier ( on day 3 1/2 WTF ) got the dog all riled up and crazy jumping … Continue reading

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Ho hum bite my tongue

Kind of been in a funk since my Pomeranian buddy left on Monday.  I’m sort of tired and dreary and want to nap. I think I am mentally exhausted.  Another boarding dog arrived Wednesday for nearly 3 weeks. There are not many … Continue reading

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