Tag Archives: Anxiety

Seeing diagnosis in writing

I finally got the call to go pick up the shrinks sections of my disability forms. His wife/partner was quite proud of how detailed he was in filling out the forms ( THANK GAWD). Hopefully in addition to my novel … Continue reading

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I hate Fathers Day

It’s still, even after 6 years, a hard one for me. When you have zero support or contact from your family pretty much all holidays sting. My grandfather and his siblings never spoke for most of their lives. My father … Continue reading

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So far so good

I don’t seem to be having any totally annoying side effects to the Buspirone 🙂  Definitely not sedated or dizzy. However, I have spilled several things in last few days and fumbled or dropped items. Will see how things progress … Continue reading

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Buspirone Day 1

My anxiety the last 8+ mths has been the worst ever 😦 Shrink gave me Abilify to start way back in Fall because it has been beneficial to me in the past but the problem for me is that even … Continue reading

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Welcome Spring :)

Feeling a tad better than my last post couple mths back. I am currently working on my disability paperwork ( fuck this is a wad of info boooooo) and what you say can and will be held against you on … Continue reading

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I hate winter :(

Far too much crap going on with me I don’t even know where to start.  I have been able to struggle through without meds even though we made a back-up plan for me to start Abilify again any time I … Continue reading

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Lamotrigine Crash-Boom round 2

I’m not feeling too well. I actually can not recall the last time I left my place aside from messing around my deck. My deck is around the back and faces a greenbelt so I don’t get too concerned about … Continue reading

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Catching up :)

Behind on my blog reading! Hard to keep up sometimes and so many blogs not only interest me but genuinely amuse and entertain me. ( ok not the bad parts but the sarcastic peeps who can laugh at themselves I … Continue reading

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Did I take the meds? To take or not to take?

I can’t be alone in this? So far this week I have messed up my meds twice ( I THINK today is the 3rd day)  I have those day of the week containers and faithfully fill them up properly. I … Continue reading

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Old School Dog training!!!!! Can we say…Psychopathy and Sadism?

FEAR, FORCE & FLOODING = Dog abuse, NOT  training.  I’m going to natter about something I know best— DOGS 🙂  Like most people with dogs I learned dog-skills from my parents & grandparents.  Given my involvement with dogs I was … Continue reading

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