Tag Archives: Estrangement

I hate Fathers Day

It’s still, even after 6 years, a hard one for me. When you have zero support or contact from your family pretty much all holidays sting. My grandfather and his siblings never spoke for most of their lives. My father … Continue reading

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Me angry? HELL YA

I bought this book a while back from a 2nd hand store. “From Anger To Forgiveness” I got to page 12 tonight before I threw it against the wall lol. The book has been sitting on my night-table shelf for … Continue reading

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What happened in 2014? I dunno

In January my JRT foster dog was adopted and I spent 10 days dog sitting for a friend which helped pay my rent since I still had not found a room renter. Jan 30 I was sent a fabulous new … Continue reading

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Wozers- 3 years later! Here is Dec 2011-Dec 2013

Well shit I wrote a long post and by accident deleted it. Much has happened in the last 3 years. I had a lot of good come into my life. I’m not really sure why I stopped blogging as it … Continue reading

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No I’ve not fallen off the face of the earth

I have however had a pretty rough 6 mths or so 😦 After I let my dog pass on I sort of fell into a funk for a bit.  (actually I still have his last blankie in bed with me … Continue reading

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Fathers Day minus a Father

This is the 1st Fathers day in my life that I did not contact my Dad and send him a gift.  I spent a great deal of time today reflecting on my past relationship with him. We generally got along … Continue reading

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Possible help is on it’s way

I was in to see my doctor yesterday (after mths of anxiety thinking about it and 2 days of preparing for the appt…sigh) Who again assigned me unable to work for min 18 mths to 2 years based on her assessment. … Continue reading

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Passing time

Time passes by for me very quickly. The trauma I experienced still feels like yesterday although Jan 19th marked one full year. I have days where I am fairly productive and others where I feel I have done nothing. Any … Continue reading

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More unwanted contact

As suspected I got more mail from my Dad prior to my birthday. Now both sit on my desk waiting to be mailed back unopened. On the day before my birthday my sister Bernie left a message on a friends voicemail … Continue reading

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Trust

I think I have been told way too many times in the last year “You’ll never do that again”, “Lesson Learned”, “Don’t ever put yourself in that position again” “Why did you do this that or the other?” But all I … Continue reading

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