Tag Archives: Family

I hate Fathers Day

It’s still, even after 6 years, a hard one for me. When you have zero support or contact from your family pretty much all holidays sting. My grandfather and his siblings never spoke for most of their lives. My father … Continue reading

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Friday Dog Games- Clicker targeting & Obedience

Kinda busy which is nice! Haven’t finished up my dog training draft posts but thought I would share some examples. In case you wonder both boys have wraps on to keep them from whizzing. They are from separate homes and figured a … Continue reading

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Me angry? HELL YA

I bought this book a while back from a 2nd hand store. “From Anger To Forgiveness” I got to page 12 tonight before I threw it against the wall lol. The book has been sitting on my night-table shelf for … Continue reading

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Fathers Day minus a Father

This is the 1st Fathers day in my life that I did not contact my Dad and send him a gift.  I spent a great deal of time today reflecting on my past relationship with him. We generally got along … Continue reading

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Broken

I said goodbye to my handsome old big boy today.  We have had a spectacular couple of weeks and I was able to get him outdoors every day. He LOVED it! He loved all the attention, food and cuddles. I … Continue reading

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Having to say bye to a furry companion

I have an upcoming gut wrenching task with one of my old dogs. He turned 14 several months ago and as a large breed (he is about 140#) 14+ is very advanced senior stage. This old boy came to live … Continue reading

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Passing time

Time passes by for me very quickly. The trauma I experienced still feels like yesterday although Jan 19th marked one full year. I have days where I am fairly productive and others where I feel I have done nothing. Any … Continue reading

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Trust

I think I have been told way too many times in the last year “You’ll never do that again”, “Lesson Learned”, “Don’t ever put yourself in that position again” “Why did you do this that or the other?” But all I … Continue reading

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Christmas 2010

I got through Christmas much better than anticipated. With nobody to buy for except my dogs I got to skip all the shopping do-do. I did make some beading pieces for friends. I spent the 24th with friends eating treats and … Continue reading

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Post Xmas blues…not so much

The mail from my Dad still sits unopened although I did manage to get it into a new envelope and address it back to my Dad. I need to put a note in there saying something in regards that contact under … Continue reading

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