Tag Archives: Manic Depression

Seeing diagnosis in writing

I finally got the call to go pick up the shrinks sections of my disability forms. His wife/partner was quite proud of how detailed he was in filling out the forms ( THANK GAWD). Hopefully in addition to my novel … Continue reading

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Buspirone Day 1

My anxiety the last 8+ mths has been the worst ever 😦 Shrink gave me Abilify to start way back in Fall because it has been beneficial to me in the past but the problem for me is that even … Continue reading

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I hate winter :(

Far too much crap going on with me I don’t even know where to start.  I have been able to struggle through without meds even though we made a back-up plan for me to start Abilify again any time I … Continue reading

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My melt down over seeing Ex ugh!

My Friday didn’t go that well aside from my canine buddy showing up in the evening. My ex from 5 years ago who caused the trauma ( 2 massive explosions) which triggered my mental illnesses was in the same store … Continue reading

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I didn’t chicken out

I did start the 250mg of lamotrigine this morning 🙂 Yaaay me! The first words out of my mouth this morning at 5:45 am and after listening to crashing around for half hour before that were…..  “WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING? … Continue reading

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Should I Stay or Should I Go?

I have one more dose of Lamotrigine at 200mg tomorrow and then IF I feel like I have had improvement over the last 2 weeks I can stay at 200mg. If I feel I have not had improvement I can … Continue reading

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A weekend full of squinting

This weekend has been one big fuck around for me.  A 4-night boarding gig was cancelled on Friday ( the DAY-OF arrival). I need to start making people pay WHEN they book with me not after the fact. Piss me … Continue reading

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Jan 14/2015 Shrink Apt

As suspected he raised my Lamotrigine up to 200mg for 2 weeks. If I see improvement to any great extent I am to stay at that dose for now. If I do not see any significant improvement I am to … Continue reading

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You, Me and my Shrink

Are the only people who know I have been diagnosed Bipolar II.   I don’t talk about it to my friends at all. I have only 1 friend that knows I even take meds but she does not know what … Continue reading

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