Bemused By Beleaguering
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Adult onset rapid cycling Bipolar II, PTSD, Agoraphobic, Social anxiety disorder...triggered by a Trauma in 2010. I am also estranged from my immediate family. Complete Dog-Nerd.- Bemuse: To cause to be bewildered, preoccupied, confused. So lost in thought as to be unaware of one's surroundings.
- Beleaguer: To exhaust with attacks, to overburden with troubles, to mentally beset from all sides persistently
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Tag Archives: Distressed
I hate winter :(
Far too much crap going on with me I don’t even know where to start. I have been able to struggle through without meds even though we made a back-up plan for me to start Abilify again any time I … Continue reading
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Tagged Abilify, Agoraphobia, Anxiety, Bipolar II, Depression, Distressed, Manic Depression, Social anxiety disorder
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Lamotrigine Crash-Boom round 2
I’m not feeling too well. I actually can not recall the last time I left my place aside from messing around my deck. My deck is around the back and faces a greenbelt so I don’t get too concerned about … Continue reading
Did I take the meds? To take or not to take?
I can’t be alone in this? So far this week I have messed up my meds twice ( I THINK today is the 3rd day) I have those day of the week containers and faithfully fill them up properly. I … Continue reading
My Minimal tolerance for bullshit
I have a ton of avoidance behaviors. I have to work myself up several days into actually leaving to do anything. I like to stay in my jammies/shorts or something comfy until RIGHT before I leave. That way I am … Continue reading
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Tagged Agoraphobia, Anxiety, Bipolar II, Bullshit, Distressed, Dogs, Irritability
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