Tag Archives: Irritability

Buspirone Day 1

Posted on June 6, 2016 by Bemused

My anxiety the last 8+ mths has been the worst ever 😦 Shrink gave me Abilify to start way back in Fall because it has been beneficial to me in the past but the problem for me is that even … Continue reading →

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Did I take the meds? To take or not to take?

Posted on March 16, 2015 by Bemused

I can’t be alone in this? So far this week I have messed up my meds twice ( I THINK today is the 3rd day)  I have those day of the week containers and faithfully fill them up properly. I … Continue reading →

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My Minimal tolerance for bullshit

Posted on March 13, 2015 by Bemused

I have a ton of avoidance behaviors. I have to work myself up several days into actually leaving to do anything. I like to stay in my jammies/shorts or something comfy until RIGHT before I leave. That way I am … Continue reading →

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High anxiety day :(

Posted on February 23, 2015 by Bemused

Last night my renter ( the foulest man EVER) told me he was moving out today because he would be away working at the end of the month. YA FREAKING HOO.  I can’t wait for this to happen… it is … Continue reading →

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Stupid people

Posted on February 21, 2015 by Bemused

Had kind of a shitty couple weeks. My main source of stress was that one of my dog boarding clients was pressuring me to commit to boarding her dog 24-7 for 2 weeks on 1 week off.  I like her … Continue reading →

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My icky room renter

Posted on February 1, 2015 by Bemused

Last night this lard ass ate an entire large block of cheese, an entire box of Ritz crackers AND an entire large garlic coil. AFTER his HUGE dinner. I just watched him cook for breakfast : -4 Fried eggs -An … Continue reading →

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I didn’t chicken out

Posted on January 29, 2015 by Bemused

I did start the 250mg of lamotrigine this morning 🙂 Yaaay me! The first words out of my mouth this morning at 5:45 am and after listening to crashing around for half hour before that were…..  “WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING? … Continue reading →

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A weekend full of squinting

Posted on January 26, 2015 by Bemused

This weekend has been one big fuck around for me.  A 4-night boarding gig was cancelled on Friday ( the DAY-OF arrival). I need to start making people pay WHEN they book with me not after the fact. Piss me … Continue reading →

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Forced out of the house by Meds

Posted on January 24, 2015 by Bemused

I have not been out since my last shrink appt / med pick up. That was the 14th so 10 days. The max amount my medical plan will provide meds for at one time is 30 days. The last time … Continue reading →

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Just shut up

Posted on January 13, 2015 by Bemused

I’m so irritable today that my extrovert yap yap yap yap renter is driving me mental. I have not been sleeping great which is not helping to provide me any patience. Thank GAWD he leaves tomorrow for work. I never … Continue reading →

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