Bemused By Beleaguering
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Adult onset rapid cycling Bipolar II, PTSD, Agoraphobic, Social anxiety disorder...triggered by a Trauma in 2010. I am also estranged from my immediate family. Complete Dog-Nerd.- Bemuse: To cause to be bewildered, preoccupied, confused. So lost in thought as to be unaware of one's surroundings.
- Beleaguer: To exhaust with attacks, to overburden with troubles, to mentally beset from all sides persistently
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Tag Archives: Trust
I hate Fathers Day
It’s still, even after 6 years, a hard one for me. When you have zero support or contact from your family pretty much all holidays sting. My grandfather and his siblings never spoke for most of their lives. My father … Continue reading
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Tagged Anxiety, Bullshit, Dysfunctional, Estrangement, Family, Life, Meddlers, Narcissist, Trust
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No I’ve not fallen off the face of the earth
I have however had a pretty rough 6 mths or so š¦ After I let my dog pass on I sort of fell into a funk for a bit. Ā (actually I still have his last blankie in bed with me … Continue reading
Fathers Day minus a Father
This is the 1st Fathers day in my life that I did not contact my Dad and send him a gift.Ā I spent a great deal of time today reflecting on my past relationship with him. We generally got along … Continue reading
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Tagged Dysfunctional, Estrangement, Family, Mental Abuse, Trust
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Nars dog
During the day on May 19th I groomed NarsĀ dog for her same as last year…just a basic shave down in advance of the warm weather. Took a couple of hours and she was a bit of a shit while I … Continue reading
More unwanted contact
As suspected I got more mail from my Dad prior to my birthday. Now bothĀ sit on my desk waiting to be mailed back unopened. On the day before my birthday my sister Bernie left a message on a friends voicemail … Continue reading
Trust
I think I have been told way too many times in the last year “You’ll never do that again”, “Lesson Learned”, “Don’t ever put yourself in that position again” “Why did you do this that or the other?” But allĀ I … Continue reading
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