Bemused By Beleaguering
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Adult onset rapid cycling Bipolar II, PTSD, Agoraphobic, Social anxiety disorder...triggered by a Trauma in 2010. I am also estranged from my immediate family. Complete Dog-Nerd.- Bemuse: To cause to be bewildered, preoccupied, confused. So lost in thought as to be unaware of one's surroundings.
- Beleaguer: To exhaust with attacks, to overburden with troubles, to mentally beset from all sides persistently
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Tag Archives: Narcissist
I hate Fathers Day
It’s still, even after 6 years, a hard one for me. When you have zero support or contact from your family pretty much all holidays sting. My grandfather and his siblings never spoke for most of their lives. My father … Continue reading
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Wozers- 3 years later! Here is Dec 2011-Dec 2013
Well shit I wrote a long post and by accident deleted it. Much has happened in the last 3 years. I had a lot of good come into my life. I’m not really sure why I stopped blogging as it … Continue reading
Nars dog
During the day on May 19th I groomed Nars dog for her same as last year…just a basic shave down in advance of the warm weather. Took a couple of hours and she was a bit of a shit while I … Continue reading
Narcissist Drama
Here where I live the people have had a mentally challenged fellow in his late 20’s live with them for about 5 years. His room is right beside my tiny suite. He is always very polite and in the nearly … Continue reading
Human Predators
I logged into Twitter this morning and was looking through “followers” to find someone called “Human Toys” Puppet master Hmmm swell. I check out the profile to find a disgusting blog named http://myhumantoys.blogspot.com/ It’s less than a month old and one … Continue reading
Confusion
Funny when one stands up for themselves that the situation changes. All is nice-nice around here last little bit. Perhaps the landlord-friends realized nobody else will come live here and be treated shitty either. I have spoken with the friend … Continue reading
Ha…love this!
“Nobody can be kinder than the narcissist while you react to life in his own terms.” Elizabeth Bowen Now that is one of the best descriptions ever 🙂
Moving on
So it’s pretty apparent now that my current living situation is not working and not fixable. Reading about N’s I also realize it does not matter what I say or do it will be twisted into what the landlord-once friend … Continue reading
Repeat err
I so need out of my current situation…never realized it at the time but I have put myself in another position to be abused. Not a partner this time but a friend/landlord. When I moved here last summer it was … Continue reading
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